This year started out crazier than we could ever have imagined. The JE files have revealed how evil has rooted itself so deep into civilization that it’s part of every layer of society. Capitalism, the chains of our enslavement; still have most of us stuck in the illusion upholding the very bureaucratic chains that bind us while they are ritualistically sacrificing and feeding us to ourselves while those in power feast on young blood seemingly in pursuit of immortality. But it has also functioned as a mirror; one where we’re tested what our hearts are about. Are we disgusted by the evil? Do we wish to stand up and fight…
Newfound life through unrequited love.
It’s as if this year is transitional for me. I’m being taken seriously now and I’ll get to give my full side of the story. I’ve been allowed to give some form of peace through paying restitution. Afterwards I’ve been thrown back into becoming my former self through the loveliest reconnection with an old friend of mine; it truly set me on the path of living again, and the healing I need to embrace alongside that. Though it didn’t seem to last; I’ll always appreciate this person for what she unknowingly did for me. I’ll give her the commitment of my life to fulfill her dreams in return just for…
Echoes of loneliness
The person you needed most will teach you how to need nobody. – some instagram quote It’s true though. I don’t know how I do it, but somehow I seem to endure through every mental challenge life puts me through, all while having no one to “truly talk to”. I can’t remember the last time I felt like I had something to live for, somehow every memory I have of anyone or anything is just ruined and distorted now. Everyone is either part of my past, or so caught up in their own lives they lack the capacity to be open to truly listen to me talk about mine. It’s…
The lengths I’ll go to keep a pinky promise.
Don’t worry about me. I’ve survived the hell I’ve put myself through, This next one feels like a breeze to me. Be at peace, for that’s what you deserve.
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A world of divide and conquer, and a way to change it for the better.
Where-ever I look I can see structures that are made to divide. Many forms that include but aren’t exclusive to religion, sports, nationality, wealth, status and media. Everything around us is trying to invoke judgement within us which keeps us from uniting. Can’t you see that unity is our only way of progress? Can’t you see that together we can achieve anything? Look at technology, it’s all a competition and a race to be the first, but we are all human kind and it’s trivial to try and be better than the next person. We are all equals on this planet floating through space. We all look for survival, we…
Life, and how you should be the only one living yours.
We’re all together, all alone. The only one who will ever live your life and experience your experiences the way you do is you. No matter how much time you spend with others, no matter how much you have in common with the people around you, how much of it you decide to share, you are the only one living it your way. As far as you know this life will be the only one you’ve got, so you should never let anyone force you to live your life in a certain way. Ultimately you are the only one who truly understands what works for you and what does not,…
Feelings are a drug under which love slowly dies.
If there’s anything I have learned from the relationships I’ve had, it’s that feelings might be a great way to start it off but always end up to be the reason for things to end. The problem might lie with society and how love is portrayed. Whenever we are shown “love” in any form of fiction it’s always about the happy feelings, the joy it brings people to even see each other, the feeling of wanting to be together. The emphasis lies heavily on the spark itself that ignites the flame, but you never see it grow into the comforting fire that will light up the path together. People have…